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Journal Entry: Sun Apr 13, 2014, 8:34 PM
Warning, strong language ahead
I'm not one who usually takes the time to write a rant, mainly because I thought they were annoying and I had way too much pride to do one. Fuck that. A few questions no one asks unless they're really rude, but it's often wondered about me.

Do I like to cosplay? Yes.

Do I have many friends? No. Actually I don't. I can BARELY count them on one hand in fact.

Am I a depressed individual? You bet your ass I am. But I still try to be compassionate and hard working. some days I feel like the world is against me and everything is going wrong. and I want to just give the fuck up on life...I considered it, I did. And other days, just for a smidgen of a second, I feel good. I'm not crying, I'm alright. but that's only for a second I'm not the happiest person in the world. I cry myself to sleep almost EVERY night. I often feel lonely, and very unloved. and sometimes I don't know why. Sometimes I'm an asshole, a proud one at that. and that's only because it's my way of saying fuck off. I've written a wishlist of things I really want out of the new year, and I admit to not opening up and letting people in. But nowadays, I don't know who to let in. Do you deserve my heart, my love? My kindness? Do I deserve to be hurt and abandoned again. The one friend I have. I'm kind of begging you not to comment on this (and you know who you are) But still. I'm not the greatest cosplayer. and sometimes I look in the mirror and scream, Because I hate what I see. I know I work hard. But for what? I know I'm going on a limb here, But my parents won't listen. And I'm in pain. And I really want/need someone to hear me. 

  • Listening to: In My Veins-Andrew Belle
  • Reading: Vampire Kisses (Series)
  • Watching: Fear Factor
  • Drinking: Water.

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Bella Rasul (Matsuri)
Artist | Student | Film & Animation
United States


*Bella Rasul *Az Cosplayer *IshipmyselfwithBertholdt *Sweets Addict*Gyaru Kei *Sweets+Bertholdt=Life *Vampire Princess *Draco*Pansexual-ish Lesbian *Fujoshi
Ciao! Hey there, My name is Bella (Or Call me Matsuri. I answer to both, You can even give me a nickname) I’m a Gamer, Mini-Chef, Cosplayer, And Upcoming Photographer. I reside in Arizona and am of Romani/African American heritage. I speak German, Italian And Japanese. My Hobbies, Cosplaying, Of course. Photography, Cooking writing and Drawing. Oh Yeah, And drinking Tea..A lot of Tea. I don’t like Internet fights, Rude people Or Ignorance. So take it somewhere Else please. I consider Myself In an Important relationship with Bertholdt Fubar from attack on Titan And Many Other Anime characters, I’m a Perverted hopeless romantic who likes to paint and draw and cry over fictional characters I’m in love with. I love photography and Collect Cameras.
I love to write and sleep a lot and tend to fangirl and cry over fictional characters. I’m a huge Potterhead and Mama Rowling will forever be Queen.
I’m described as very blunt so I’m sorry (Or Not) If I hurt your feelings.. I’ve also been told that my vulgarity knows no bounds… It really doesn’t. I’ll tell you this much, I don’t take drama so please, take it somewhere else.

Interest: *Anime *Harry Potter *People with Accents *Books *Horror Movies *Cosplay *Anything sweet *Japanese Street fashion *photography *cameras *Manga *Drawing *Art

Movies: Any Horror movie is a comedy to me, Unless you’re talking the Grudge or any of the exorcist movies. Hell Nah. *Harry Potter *The Hunger Games *Jungle 2 Jungle (a personal Favorite) *The Lovely Bones *The Perks of Being a Wallflower *Ghibli Films *Disney movies. and so many more.

Music: *Diaura *Gorillaz *DIV *Maroon 5 *Royz *Coldplay *Block-B *Rammstein *Die Toten Hosen *Tokio Hotel *Cinema Bizarre *SO Many more.









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rubygirl12345 3 days ago  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hey so anyway, I was wondering how you were doing. You were having a tough time a little while ago so.. I wanted to know how things are for you? :)
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MatsuriXBear 3 days ago  Student Filmographer
I'm doing alright. I was just getting around to answering our RP. I hate making you wait.
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rubygirl12345 3 days ago  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Eh don't worry about that, I lag a lot myself so I can't blame anyone for taking their time with an answer. I just wanted to know you if you were doing better.
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MatsuriXBear 2 days ago  Student Filmographer
A little bit better, Thanks. Are you sure? I feel so bad.
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Nyotalia-Romano 6 days ago  Student General Artist
Thank you very much for the fave on my journal! I really appreciate it!
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MatsuriXBear 6 days ago  Student Filmographer
You're welcome!
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BonfirePrince Apr 17, 2014  New member Professional Digital Artist
AYYYYEEEEEEE
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MatsuriXBear Apr 17, 2014  Student Filmographer
NIGGA
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BonfirePrince Apr 17, 2014  New member Professional Digital Artist
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